[00:00:00] dont let me go (Explicit) - mgk
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[00:01:00] Lyrics by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
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[00:03:00] Composed by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
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[00:05:00] Produced by：SlimXX/BazeXX/mgk
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[00:15:00] Lately my thoughts eating me alive
[00:17:00] 最近我思绪万千 将我生吞活剥
[00:17:00] Laid in the bed
[00:18:00] 躺在床上
[00:18:00] Thinkin\' maybe the hate\'ll finally go away if I\'m not alive
[00:21:00] 思索着如果我离开人世 也许恨意终将烟消云散
[00:21:00] Wish I didn\'t listen
[00:22:00] 多么希望我不曾听见
[00:22:00] Just like I wish they would understand me one time
[00:25:00] 就像我希望他们会理解我一次
[00:25:00] I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
[00:29:00] 我已精神崩溃 除了一道线以外 我的纹身遍布整个身体
[00:29:00] Everything\'s just fine
[00:30:00] 一切安好
[00:30:00] Slippin\' again
[00:31:00] 再一次遭遇挫折
[00:31:00] There I go slippin\' again I\'m actin\' different again
[00:33:00] 然后我重蹈覆辙 我与从前的自己判若两人
[00:33:00] I see my family\'s reflection
[00:35:00] 每当我注视着酒杯
[00:35:00] Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again
[00:37:00] 我看见家人的身影 我会再一次沉迷酒精
[00:37:00] After this ends
[00:38:00] 在这一切结束以后
[00:38:00] Tell me after all this ends
[00:40:00] 等这一切结束以后 请告诉我
[00:40:00] Will I be mentioned again
[00:41:00] 是否还有人会提起我
[00:41:00] Why do I care
[00:42:00] 我为什么会在意
[00:42:00] If in the end it\'s just me and God like I\'m Christian again
[00:46:00] 如果最终只有我和上帝 我会重新成为虔诚的基督徒
[00:46:00] Yeah
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[00:48:00] Slim bring the beat in
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[00:49:00] Before my dad left this Earth
[00:50:00] 在我的父亲离开这个世界之前
[00:50:00] He made sure I took on every quality I didn\'t want
[00:52:00] 他强迫我接受我嗤之以鼻的品德
[00:52:00] I was supposed to die at birth
[00:54:00] 我在出生的那一刻就该死去
[00:54:00] Gave me a chance and I ****** it up give me another one
[00:56:00] 给予我一次机会 我搞砸一切 再给我另外一次机会
[00:56:00] Mm
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[00:56:00] I\'ve been runnin\' from
[00:58:00] 我一直在逃避
[00:58:00] Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted \'em
[01:00:00] 我小时候就埋藏在心底的秘密 我永远无法面对
[01:00:00] I just called ma said I forgive her
[01:02:00] 我刚刚打电话跟妈妈说我原谅她了
[01:02:00] For not bein\' there when I needed one
[01:06:00] 因为在我需要陪伴的时候 她没有在我身边
[01:06:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go
[01:10:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[01:10:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go yeah
[01:14:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[01:14:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go
[01:18:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[01:18:00] I\'m comin\' back don\'t let me go
[01:20:00] 我准备回归 不要放开我的手
[01:20:00] Who am I when the music stops
[01:22:00] 当音乐停止 我是何人
[01:22:00] And the character that I been playin\'
[01:23:00] 一直以来我扮演的角色
[01:23:00] Is really just broken and ******* lost
[01:25:00] 只是支离破碎又迷茫无措的自己？
[01:25:00] I swear I\'ve been tellin\' you
[01:26:00] 我发誓我一次又一次
[01:26:00] Over and over again in all of these songs
[01:29:00] 在这些歌里向你诉说心声
[01:29:00] But they don\'t hear nothin\' I\'m writin\'
[01:31:00] 但他们听不懂我写下的歌词
[01:31:00] \'Cause they\'re too busy tryna write me off
[01:33:00] 因为他们忙着唾弃我
[01:33:00] And they go on and on and on
[01:34:00] 他们乐此不疲
[01:34:00] It\'s funny \'cause if we just sat and talked
[01:37:00] 真是可笑 如果我们坐下来好好聊天
[01:37:00] You\'d see that it\'s just hard for me to be vulnerable
[01:39:00] 你会明白我变得脆弱不堪并非易事
[01:39:00] \'Cause I blocked it off
[01:41:00] 因为我封闭自己的内心世界
[01:41:00] I got trust issues growin\' up
[01:42:00] 我面临着信任危机 在成长过程中
[01:42:00] No one was there to hear what I thought
[01:44:00] 没有人愿意倾听我的想法
[01:44:00] My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid
[01:46:00] 当我和我的父亲吵架时
[01:46:00] When me and my father fought
[01:48:00] 我心碎一地 就像我小时候摔断肋骨一样
[01:48:00] Yeah
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[01:49:00] I\'m medicating with something that I cannot pronounce
[01:51:00] 我在服用一种连我无法念出名字的药物
[01:51:00] But it\'s what the doctor gave me
[01:53:00] 但这是医生给我的药
[01:53:00] Rehab patient with a pen and some paper
[01:55:00] 我是接受康复治疗的病人 手里拿着笔和一些纸
[01:55:00] Mm
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[01:55:00] This psychiatrist keeps evaluating
[01:57:00] 这位心理医生不断地评估
[01:57:00] How can I live with the fact
[01:58:00] 在我们失去孩子以后
[01:58:00] That my hand wasn\'t on her stomach when we lost the baby
[02:00:00] 我如何才能接受我的手无法抚摸她腹部的事实
[02:00:00] I don\'t got no one to turn to
[02:02:00] 我无依无靠
[02:02:00] \'Cause everyone\'s dead in my life that was tryna raise me
[02:05:00] 因为在我的生命中所有想要抚养我长大的人已经离开人世
[02:05:00] Searchin\' for someone to tell me who I really am
[02:07:00] 四处寻觅着那个能够说出我真实面目的人
[02:07:00] I don\'t know when I look in the mirror
[02:08:00] 我不认识出现在镜子里的自己
[02:08:00] Constantly dreadin\' the day
[02:10:00] 我总是害怕
[02:10:00] That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
[02:12:00] 观众不再为我欢呼喝彩的那一天来临
[02:12:00] The feeling of dying alone
[02:13:00] 孤独终老的感觉
[02:13:00] And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
[02:16:00] 以及无法留下任宝藏是我心中最大的恐惧
[02:16:00] Kiss the person that I love
[02:17:00] 亲吻我深爱的人
[02:17:00] As if I\'m never coming back after I leave out the door
[02:22:00] 好似我离开家门以后永远不会回来
[02:22:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go
[02:25:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[02:25:00] Feelin\' like
[02:26:00] 感觉好像
[02:26:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go yeah
[02:29:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[02:29:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go
[02:33:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[02:33:00] I\'m comin\' back don\'t let me go
[02:36:00] 我准备回归 不要放开我的手
[02:36:00] Mm
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[02:37:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go
[02:40:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[02:40:00] Mm
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[02:41:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go yeah
[02:43:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[02:43:00] Mm
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[02:44:00] I\'m comin\' back just let me go
[02:47:00] 我准备回归 就让我离开吧
[02:47:00] Mm
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[02:48:00] I\'m comin\' back don\'t let me go
[02:53:00] 我准备回归 不要放开我的手