[00:00:00] hatemyself - 刘逸云 Amber Liu
[00:00:00] 词Lyrics by：刘逸云 Amber Liu
[00:00:00] 曲Composition by：刘逸云 Amber Liu/Big Banana/Jaron Lum
[00:01:00] 编曲Arrangement：Big Banana
[00:01:00] 制作人Produced by：Big Banana
[00:01:00] 配唱制作人Vocal Production by：Big Banana
[00:02:00] 吉他Guitar：雷十一
[00:02:00] 钢琴Piano：Jaron Lum
[00:03:00] 人声编辑Vocal Editor：Big Banana
[00:03:00] 录音Recorded by：Big Banana
[00:03:00] 录音室Recorded at：Break Bread Studio
[00:04:00] 混音Mixd by：Big Banana
[00:04:00] 混音室Mixed at：Break Bread Studio
[00:04:00] 母带Mastered by：Howie Weinberg
[00:05:00] 母带室Mastered at：Howie Weinberg Mastering
[00:05:00] 发行Distributed by：RYCE MUSIC GROUP 白米范（北京）文化传播有限公司
[00:06:00] Don\'t wanna hate myself
[00:12:00] But I really do right now
[00:19:00] And I know it\'s not good for me
[00:25:00] What\'s the point in trying to fight it
[00:34:00] But the push the pull
[00:36:00] Is stretching me so thin
[00:37:00] When all I do is try to make me whole again
[00:40:00] And I can\'t hear a thing when I\'m listening
[00:44:00] What\'s my heart trying to say
[00:47:00] But I\'ll hold on hold on to every piece of me
[01:00:00] So let me hold on hold on so I can learn to love me
[01:11:00] Someday I\'ll learn to love me
[01:21:00] Don\'t wanna hate myself
[01:27:00] But I really do right now
[01:35:00] So trapped in this misery
[01:40:00] So what\'s the point in trying to fight it
[01:49:00] Emotions push they pull
[01:51:00] So where do I begin
[01:53:00] So lost in my thoughts as I drown within
[01:56:00] I can\'t hear a thing when I\'m listening
[01:59:00] What\'s my heart trying to say
[02:02:00] But I\'ll hold on hold on to every piece of me
[02:12:00] To every piece of me
[02:16:00] So let me hold on hold on so I can learn to love me
[02:26:00] So I can learn to love me
[02:30:00] And I hate to say this but I just hate this
[02:37:00] Is this all I can be
[02:44:00] But I\'ll try with patience
[02:47:00] Though it seems useless
[02:51:00] Can I save me somehow
[02:56:00] Can I save me from myself