[00:00:00]  作词 : 周震南
[00:01:00]  作曲 : 周震南
[00:02:00]  制作人 : 大迈MizarMin@Audio-Axis
[00:05:00] Part I:
[00:21:00] I think I’m confused
[00:22:00] My deepest soul is fading and disappearing
[00:24:00] Two people talking
[00:25:00] One showed me how to love
[00:26:00] Another one told me ‘You gotta clean them’
[00:27:00] That’s why people called them
[00:28:00] Angel and demon
[00:29:00] Good versus evil
[00:30:00] I’m afraid to face them
[00:31:00] …I’m suffering!
[00:31:00] That’s what happened
[00:32:00] Every night I have been tortured by pain
[00:34:00] ‘We should try to give people more love’
[00:35:00] ‘Not my business, …’
[00:37:00] ‘We don’t have any right to judge’
[00:38:00] ‘He’s definitely trying to make up a lie for us’
[00:40:00] ‘I’m good with the quit and strove with none’
[00:42:00] ‘I’ll be the greatest…’
[00:43:00] ‘I don’t care the money and the fame’
[00:44:00] ‘I’m gonna buy the fancy clothes drive the fastest cars’
[00:46:00] More than 700 days
[00:47:00] I’ve been taking a long rest but I feel more tired
[00:50:00] Tryna calm but sometimes art’s come from my anger
[00:53:00] I believe in …
[00:54:00] Always showing love but I know I’m a liar
[00:56:00] Tryna control violence in my head
[00:58:00] But still wanna clean that …
[01:00:00] Have you ever doubted your faith?
[01:01:00] And tryna raise a few questions？
[01:03:00] God hath leaden feet, but iron hands
[01:04:00]  That’s why I’m confused
[01:06:00] All I see is a lot of people their own life has been taken
[01:09:00] I’m not a Christian but for somehow I’m praying
[01:15:00] I’m praying
[01:16:00] For everybody
[01:18:00] For you
[01:19:00] For me
[01:20:00] For someone who’s pure and has loyalty
[01:23:00] I’m praying cuz I know it
[01:25:00] People gotta show their true love forever
[01:37:00] Ok I’m done I feel calm
[01:39:00] Just wanna ask you something
[01:41:00] Things you’ve told me, I found it
[01:43:00] But why is that all wrong？
[01:44:00] I’m confused
[01:45:00] I wonder why the truth is gone
[01:47:00] When I need someone to save me
[01:49:00] Why don’t you respond?
[01:50:00] Now you blame me for I’m losing soul and faith
[01:53:00] Tell me what’s the price for being a human I gotta pay
[01:56:00] I’m not done yet
[01:57:00] I know there’s something beautiful I gotta find it
[02:00:00] I don’t believe in destiny
[02:01:00] There’s only judge and punish
[02:03:00] Part II ：
[02:33:00] 如果要杀死一个人
[02:34:00] 只能选择用一种凶器
[02:36:00] 让他带着愧疚活着会比利刃更加锋利
[02:38:00] 选择逃离将我自己封闭
[02:40:00] 仅存的善意正审视着我并发出抗议
[02:42:00] 蜷缩在那沙发边的缝隙
[02:44:00] 等待着倒计时
[02:45:00] 等待着最后被迫放弃
[02:47:00] 面对这突如其来的痛击
[02:49:00] 我无法接受现实
[02:50:00] 此刻显得无比抗拒
[02:51:00] 盯着破碎不堪的屏幕
[02:52:00] 投影出我做错的脸
[02:53:00] 深呼吸以后
[02:54:00] 习惯性地闭上我没落的眼
[02:55:00] 安慰自己
[02:56:00] 人性有错落的面
[02:58:00] 戒不掉的懦弱
[02:59:00] 我一次又一次堕落地捡
[03:00:00] 默默地演
[03:01:00] 演一条落魄的犬
[03:02:00] 种种行为都幼稚得像是个未破的茧
[03:04:00] 没兑现过的言
[03:05:00] 没能赶上最后一面
[03:06:00] 算来算去后悔是否来得太过多了点
[03:08:00] 所以 我试着去弥补这些事呢
[03:11:00] 去习惯被人怒吼
[03:12:00] 去习惯被人弃舍
[03:13:00] 去习惯被人遗忘
[03:14:00] 去习惯无能为力
[03:15:00] 想要保护她
[03:16:00] 奈何我只是个可悲的戏子
[03:17:00] 是的
[03:18:00] 我全部通通记得
[03:19:00] 曾经选择忘记的
[03:20:00] 我现在选择记得
[03:22:00] 我现在把我自己剖开
[03:24:00] 希望你感到赤诚而不是感到赤裸
[03:26:00] Part III:
[03:34:00] 我曾经讲出谎言
[03:35:00] 试图躲入那些个假话
[03:37:00] 我曾经想要得到同情
[03:38:00] 把多处的痛苦夸大
[03:39:00] 我曾经眼睁睁的看着多数的人被打压
[03:41:00] 我曾经目睹这一切后做多数人做的哑巴
[03:43:00] 我曾经面对珍视的事说不
[03:45:00] 说无伤大雅
[03:46:00] 后来也会想方设法去拖住某一个刹那
[03:48:00] 我曾经为了让她开心说出编出的大话
[03:50:00] 最后没能兑现她告诉我说 没事的 傻瓜
[03:52:00] 曾经逃避那些挫折
[03:53:00] 把错误怪罪给爸爸
[03:54:00] 曾经把愤怒的情绪过度地带给了妈妈
[03:56:00] 曾经看着她痛哭后
[03:57:00] 被错付的情绪夹杂
[03:59:00] 他们看我的眼神
[04:00:00] 从充满爱意到充满了害怕
[04:01:00] 讲到这些犯过的错
[04:02:00] 泪流得不止
[04:03:00] 我无法挽回这一篇篇
[04:04:00] 无法回头的故事
[04:05:00] 每一次叫醒自己告诫自己
[04:06:00] 最后也如此
[04:07:00] 讲出些伪善的借口
[04:08:00] 随后又感到很无耻
[04:09:00] 我的神啊
[04:10:00] 我无法分清我的善伪
[04:12:00] 但是你能否听到我的这一句句忏悔
[04:14:00] 每一次失去后来的反悔
[04:16:00] 这马后炮的嘴脸现在让我感到反胃
[04:18:00] 很惭愧
[04:19:00] 我真心感到惭愧
[04:21:00] 躲在角落不敢面对的我像个残废
[04:23:00] Wake up wake up wake up and fight
[04:25:00] 我不想他们再次为了我悲伤而含泪
[04:25:00]  编曲Music Arranger：大迈MizarMin/Tunga/陈建平
[04:26:00]  音效设计Sound Designer：大迈MizarMin
[04:26:00]  键盘手Keyboard Player：陈建平
[04:26:00]  吉他Guitarist：赵勤
[04:26:00]  钢琴手Pianist：布达佩斯交响乐团
[04:27:00]  交响乐团Symphony Orchestra：布达佩斯交响乐团
[04:27:00]  交响乐助理Orchestra Assitant：Rhett Dahl@Audio-Axis
[04:27:00]  混音师Mixing Engineer：张平@Audio-Axis
[04:27:00]  录音师Recording Engineer：大迈MizarMin @Audio-Axis 匠维音界/周震南
[04:28:00]  和声Back Vocalist：周震南
[04:28:00]  母带Mastering Engineer：张平@Audio-Axis
[04:28:00]  企划Creative Planning：皕卅廿/小虫
[04:28:00]  监制Executive Producer：辛志宇
[04:29:00]  音乐制作 Produced by: 哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司 Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.
[04:29:00]  出品/母带版权公司 Pruduction Company/OP：哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司 Wajijiwa Entertainment (Tianjin) Co., Ltd.
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