[00:00:00] Since Pac Died - Jeezy
[00:00:00] Lyrics by：Jay Jenkins
[00:00:00] Composed by：Jay Jenkins
[00:01:00] Produced by：J.U.S.T.I.C.E League
[00:01:00] Justice league
[00:02:00] Justice league
[00:02:00] Justice league
[00:03:00] Justice league
[00:07:00] Yeah
[00:08:00] Turn me down just a lil\' bit
[00:10:00] Yeah
[00:13:00] I ain\'t shed a tear since Pac died
[00:16:00] Don\'t know why it hit me when Pop died
[00:19:00] Brooklyn lost one I don\'t even know the homie
[00:22:00] Still runnin\' from my demons there\'s an omen on me
[00:24:00] Like that time they tried to charge my first born with murder
[00:27:00] Got me callin\' every lawyer that I ever heard of
[00:30:00] Oh Lord please tell me what you see in me
[00:33:00] Teary-eyed they got my baby boy on TMZ
[00:36:00] Balled up in the bed feelin\' like a failed father
[00:39:00] Then I tried to stand up and I fell farther
[00:41:00] Mama died and I didn\'t know how to grieve
[00:44:00] That\'s the last time that a smoked some w**d
[00:47:00] That \'za had me in my head I might break for real
[00:50:00] Contract with the devil I might sign a deal
[00:53:00] Oh Lord have mercy I just wanna see her
[00:56:00] I\'d trade places with her now I just wanna be her
[00:58:00] All I seen in my face was a twenty-five
[01:01:00] She said
[01:02:00] Take your a*s to school or you won\'t be alive
[01:04:00] Swear that she hit me with my own hand
[01:07:00] What I\'m sayin\' my mama slapped like a grown man
[01:10:00] Baby raising babies I forgive you mama
[01:13:00] You had to clean them people\'s toilets I was with you mama
[01:16:00] Two bedroom trailer I was so ashamed
[01:19:00] Had Spaghetti
[01:19:00] Os for dinner all I taste is pain
[01:21:00] Single black mother that\'s the reason right
[01:24:00] Meanwhile I don\'t know if I can read or write
[01:27:00] Somebody pay the light bill we gon\' see tonight
[01:30:00] When your future gets dark all you see is white
[01:33:00] I just tried and tried but I never died
[01:36:00] Uncle Wade my best customer he always fried
[01:39:00] When you asked me am I good I just always lied
[01:41:00] Streets sucked my soul dry that\'s why I\'m always tired
[01:44:00] Served d**e fiend Jackie that\'s Tameka mama
[01:47:00] I should be ashamed I\'m part of Tameka\'s trauma
[01:50:00] Prettiest dark-skinned girl in the whole school
[01:53:00] Even brought my bomb to class thought I was so cool
[01:56:00] I hope you\'re lovin\' Heaven
[01:57:00] And you ain\'t embarrassed
[01:58:00] You can tell \'em that your baby
[02:00:00] Boy\'s known in Paris
[02:01:00] Yeah I know I made a mess but
[02:03:00] I\'ma clean it up
[02:04:00] Had to cut the fat from \'round me
[02:06:00] Had to lean it up
[02:07:00] Please send a sign if you hear me mama
[02:10:00] Yeah this lil\' Jay I\'m hopin\' you forgive me mama
[02:13:00] By the way I had a beef and shot at DJ Drama
[02:16:00] Apologized about it yeah I\'m tryna keep the honor
[02:19:00] Same time healed I\'m tryna beat my trauma
[02:21:00] And be a natural-born leader until I see you mama
[02:24:00] That was on my heart and I don\'t know why
[02:27:00] I\'m puttin\' on my shades y\'all gon\' make me cry