[00:00:00] YOU NEVER FORGET YOUR FIRST TIME... - The Kid LAROI
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[00:00:00] Lyrics by：Charlton Howard/Elisha Herbert/Billy Walsh/TJ Mizell/Austin Howard
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[00:00:00] Composed by：Charlton Howard/Elisha Herbert/Billy Walsh/TJ Mizell/Austin Howard
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[00:00:00] Um the first time I was heartbroken
[00:04:00] 第一次伤心欲绝时
[00:04:00] I was fifteen
[00:08:00] 我十五岁
[00:08:00] And he was two years older than me
[00:10:00] 他比我大两岁
[00:10:00] And I thought he was the coolest guy in the world because he could drive
[00:13:00] 当时我认为他是世上最酷的人 因为他会开车
[00:13:00] He absolutely ripped my heart out
[00:17:00] 我为他心碎不已
[00:17:00] And still to this day I don\'t know if it was love
[00:23:00] 直到今天我仍然不知道那种感觉是不是爱
[00:23:00] And I don\'t know if I\'ve ever felt love
[00:28:00] 我不知道我是不是爱过
[00:28:00] And I don\'t think I will know until the day I die
[00:32:00] 可能到死的那天我依然没有答案
[00:32:00] The first time I ever lost somebody super close to me was my Aunt Patty
[00:36:00] 我失去的第一个至亲之人是我的帕蒂阿姨
[00:36:00] She got cancer when I was really young
[00:39:00] 我还小的时候她得了癌症
[00:39:00] She fought hard but ended up passing
[00:41:00] 她努力抗争过 但最后还是去世了
[00:41:00] And I remember her final day she was really skinny and sickly
[00:45:00] 我记得她走的那一天骨瘦如柴 满面病态
[00:45:00] Talkin\' \'bout how precious life was and how she didn\'t wanna go
[00:49:00] 她一直说着生命多么宝贵 她一点也不想离开
[00:49:00] Really put everything in perspective for me
[00:51:00] 她的离去让我对一切都有了新的认识
[00:51:00] She was younger than I am now
[00:55:00] 现在我比她大了
[00:55:00] Y\'know I remember the first time
[00:57:00] 我第一次体会到那样的心情
[00:57:00] I got the news that I was gonna be a dad
[01:00:00] 当我知道我要当爸爸的时候
[01:00:00] While I was actually landing in Dallas for my great-grandmother\'s funeral
[01:05:00] 我正要降落达拉斯市去参加我曾祖母的葬礼
[01:05:00] And I remember landing and getting a text from Koa\'s mom
[01:09:00] 当时我刚刚下飞机 收到了Koa母亲的短信
[01:09:00] Just being like \"Hey call me immediately like I have to talk to you\"
[01:13:00] 内容大概是：嘿 马上回电话给我 我有事要和你说
[01:13:00] And uh she was like \"I\'m pregnant we\'re- we\'re gonna have a kid\"
[01:17:00] Koa 说 我怀孕了 我们要有一个孩子了
[01:17:00] And the mixed emotions I can\'t even begin to explain like
[01:21:00] 我心里五味杂陈 我无法解释
[01:21:00] Just losing one of the strongest members of our family
[01:25:00] 失去最坚强的一位家庭成员
[01:25:00] And also gaining a member of the family
[01:28:00] 同时又得到一个家人是什么样的感受
[01:28:00] I remember the first time
[01:30:00] 我记得第一次我的生活需要做出的大的变动是
[01:30:00] I had to make a big move was when I was moving from Sydney to LA
[01:34:00] 我要和我的哥哥LAROI
[01:34:00] With my older brother LAROI
[01:36:00] 从悉尼搬家到洛杉矶
[01:36:00] And I remember at first
[01:38:00] 我记得那是我第一次
[01:38:00] I was just like really really angry with LAROI and mom
[01:41:00] 对LAROI和妈妈发了很大的火
[01:41:00] Just like losing it \'cause I was like moving away from all of my friends
[01:46:00] 我大发雷霆 因为我觉得我在远离我所有的朋友
[01:46:00] Cousins and all my relatives and everything
[01:49:00] 兄弟姐妹、我所有的亲人，甚至是所有的一切
[01:49:00] Like it hurt you know
[01:52:00] 那真的很令人心痛
[01:52:00] But I realize that if they didn\'t move me out
[01:56:00] 但是后来我意识到如果他们不让我搬走
[01:56:00] I probably would\'ve been a completely different person
[01:58:00] 我可能会成为一个完全不一样的人
[01:58:00] And like I would\'ve been raised completely differently and whatever
[02:02:00] 我可能会以另一种完全不同的方式被养育长大
[02:02:00] But yeah that was my first time
[02:07:00] 那是一个难忘的第一次