[00:00:00] the grudge (Explicit) - Olivia Rodrigo
[00:03:00] Lyrics by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:07:00] Composed by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
[00:10:00] Produced by：Daniel Nigro/Ryan Linvill
[00:14:00] I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
[00:17:00] One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
[00:21:00] Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers
[00:25:00] Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
[00:28:00] And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
[00:32:00] But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
[00:36:00] My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
[00:40:00] Now I hear your voice every time that I think I\'m not enough
[00:43:00] And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[00:47:00] How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[00:51:00] And I say I don\'t care I say that I\'m fine
[00:55:00] But you know I can\'t let it go I\'ve tried
[00:57:00] I\'ve tried I\'ve tried for so long
[01:02:00] It takes strength to forgive but I don\'t feel strong
[01:09:00] The arguments that I\'ve won against you in my head
[01:13:00] In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed
[01:16:00] Yeah I\'m so tough when I\'m alone and I make you feel so guilty
[01:20:00] And I fantasize about a time you\'re a little ******* sorry
[01:24:00] And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
[01:27:00] You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
[01:31:00] And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
[01:35:00] And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal
[01:39:00] And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
[01:43:00] How could anybody do the things you did so easily
[01:46:00] And I say I don\'t care I say that I\'m fine
[01:50:00] But you know I can\'t let it go I\'ve tried
[01:53:00] I\'ve tried I\'ve tried for so long
[01:57:00] It takes strength to forgive but I don\'t feel strong
[02:05:00] Ooh ooh-ooh do you think I deserved it all
[02:12:00] Ooh ooh-ooh your flower\'s filled with vitriol
[02:19:00] You built me up to watch me fall
[02:23:00] You have everything and you still want more
[02:27:00] I try to be tough I try to be mean
[02:31:00] But even after all this you\'re still everything to me
[02:34:00] And I know you don\'t care I guess that that\'s fine
[02:38:00] But you know I can\'t let it go I\'ve tried
[02:41:00] I\'ve tried I\'ve tried for so long
[02:45:00] It takes strength to forgive but I\'m not quite sure I\'m there yet
[02:53:00] It takes strength to forgive but