[00:00:00] Trauma (Explicit) - BoyWithUke
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[00:01:00] Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
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[00:02:00] Composed by：BoyWithUke
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[00:03:00] Produced by：BoyWithUke
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[00:09:00] Growing up I never had a lot of money
[00:11:00] 从小到大 我一直都不富裕
[00:11:00] I never had a phone always was a little hungry
[00:13:00] 从未拥有过手机 肚子总有点饿
[00:13:00] Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing
[00:16:00] 每次听到母亲啜泣 我便难以入睡
[00:16:00] I was 10 back then
[00:17:00] 那时我才十岁
[00:17:00] I didn\'t have a room had to buy used shoes
[00:20:00] 那时我没有自己的房间 只能买别人穿过的鞋
[00:20:00] I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
[00:22:00] 音乐是我的避难所 让我免受欺负
[00:22:00] And every time I fell I would blame it on myself
[00:24:00] 每一次受伤 我都觉得是自己的错
[00:24:00] Even if it was an accident
[00:27:00] 即便那只是意外而已
[00:27:00] Maybe it\'s not what I want
[00:30:00] 也许这不是我想要的生活
[00:30:00] Oh I\'ve seen better days
[00:33:00] 我曾享受过幸福时光
[00:33:00] And the moment ******* sucks
[00:36:00] 眼下却沉浸在痛苦之中
[00:36:00] But I\'ll be damned if I don\'t stop
[00:40:00] 如果再不停下 我大概会犯下大错
[00:40:00] And honestly why not
[00:42:00] 说实话 为什么还要继续呢
[00:42:00] When nobody gives a ****
[00:44:00] 反正没有人真的在乎
[00:44:00] But sometimes I just can\'t help myself
[00:49:00] 但有时我就是无法控制自己
[00:49:00] I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[00:53:00] 我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[00:53:00] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[00:58:00] 但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[00:58:00] I know it\'s in my mind
[01:00:00] 我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[01:00:00] But I think I need some help
[01:03:00] 但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[01:03:00] Sometimes I just can\'t help myself
[01:05:00] 有时我就是无法控制自己
[01:05:00] I was an outcast
[01:06:00] 我被生活所抛起
[01:06:00] Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
[01:09:00] 扔在路边干枯凋零 受尽嘲讽
[01:09:00] Too shy to talk about home
[01:10:00] 太过羞涩 不敢谈起家这个话题
[01:10:00] I always thought life was supposed to be cold
[01:13:00] 我总以为生活本就应该冰冷无比
[01:13:00] And oh I\'ve been so lost without hope
[01:18:00] 我早已失去了希望 迷茫不已
[01:18:00] I got a window in my head it\'s a casket
[01:20:00] 我的脑子上有一扇窗 这就是一副棺材
[01:20:00] You know I\'ve been wishing I was dead but I mask it
[01:22:00] 我总是希望自己已经死去 但又把这悲伤掩藏
[01:22:00] Maybe it\'s not what I want
[01:25:00] 也许这不是我想要的生活
[01:25:00] Oh I\'ve seen better days
[01:27:00] 我曾享受过幸福时光
[01:27:00] And the moment ******* sucks
[01:31:00] 眼下却沉浸在痛苦之中
[01:31:00] But I\'ll be damned if I don\'t stop
[01:34:00] 如果再不停下 我大概会犯下大错
[01:34:00] And honestly why not
[01:37:00] 说实话 为什么还要继续呢
[01:37:00] When nobody gives a ****
[01:39:00] 反正没有人真的在乎
[01:39:00] But sometimes I just can\'t help myself
[01:44:00] 但有时我就是无法控制自己
[01:44:00] I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[01:48:00] 我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[01:48:00] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[01:53:00] 但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[01:53:00] I know it\'s in my mind
[01:55:00] 我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[01:55:00] But I think I need some help
[01:58:00] 但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[01:58:00] Because it\'s all I know my hands around my throat
[02:03:00] 因为我控制不住 用双手握住喉咙
[02:03:00] Pray that I won\'t let go this time around
[02:07:00] 祈祷自己这一次不要放手
[02:07:00] But every single time I try to shut my eyes
[02:12:00] 但每一次我想要永远闭上眼睛的时候
[02:12:00] I see the reason why I\'m not alone
[02:16:00] 我又明白过来 自己其实并不孤单
[02:16:00] But sometimes I just can\'t but
[02:18:00] 但有时候我就是力不从心
[02:18:00] But sometimes I just can\'t help myself
[02:23:00] 但有时我就是无法控制自己
[02:23:00] I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
[02:27:00] 我想要放弃努力 干些别的事情
[02:27:00] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
[02:32:00] 但有时痛苦太过汹涌 将我淹没
[02:32:00] I know it\'s in my mind
[02:34:00] 我知道都是胡思乱想在作祟
[02:34:00] But I think I need some help
[02:36:00] 但是我想 我需要一点帮助
[02:36:00] Sometimes I just can\'t help myself
[02:41:00] 有时我就是无法控制自己
[02:41:00] I think we got it
[02:46:00] 我觉得这首歌录好了