[00:00:00] My Rise (Explicit) - Sik World
[00:00:00] Lyrics by：Jonathon Quiles
[00:01:00] Composed by：Jonathon Quiles
[00:14:00] Yeah fake people in my life
[00:16:00] They\'re all around me
[00:18:00] And fake love seems to be all they\'re offering
[00:20:00] Bottom feeders in disguise trying to harm me
[00:22:00] Paranoia\'s the only thing it\'s caused me
[00:24:00] I feel so alone on this path I\'m walking
[00:26:00] It\'s just me and God and we keep on talking
[00:28:00] I\'m begging him please get these demons off me
[00:30:00] Can\'t fight them anymore \'cause it\'s exhausting
[00:32:00] I just want to feel normal without trauma attached
[00:33:00] I just want to feel my heart a piece of it\'s detached
[00:36:00] I just want to feel some real love that isn\'t an act
[00:37:00] I just want to feel alive and snap out of this trance
[00:40:00] These ups and downs overwhelm until I collapse
[00:41:00] There\'s no one talk to so I spill in my raps
[00:43:00] I\'m missing the old me somebody bring him back
[00:46:00] In search of anyone sharing
[00:47:00] These feeling I have d**n
[00:48:00] Misfortunes to fortunes inspiring
[00:49:00] They say just be happy I tried to be
[00:52:00] I think my systems needs re-wiring
[00:54:00] \'Cuz every other day I am spiraling
[00:56:00] In a dark abyss and it feels like home
[00:57:00] \'Cuz it\'s the only place that I\'ve known
[00:59:00] Suppressing my feeling that I don\'t show
[01:01:00] Until I\'m bitter and I self-loath d**n yeah look
[01:04:00] Yeah I been broken
[01:06:00] But look who I became yeah I been chosen
[01:07:00] L manifested my dreams and I\'m still going
[01:09:00] I\'m passing up everybody from school
[01:11:00] That I\'ve grown with
[01:11:00] So when you diss I\'m convince
[01:12:00] That you don\'t know ****
[01:13:00] You spent time at the bars
[01:14:00] Well I spent mine devoted
[01:15:00] To my craft and my skill
[01:17:00] I doubled down and I honed them
[01:18:00] Now I\'m on my rise and y\'all look so hopeless
[01:20:00] So despite my feelings of depression
[01:22:00] Inside of my hell lies a lesson
[01:23:00] You can visualize your dreams and manifest them
[01:25:00] Just realize that your mind is a weapon
[01:27:00] And sometimes it can flip any second
[01:29:00] It can make the strongest ones feel threatened
[01:31:00] It can make the alive ones feel deaden
[01:33:00] Point is the mind shapes you if you let it
[01:36:00] Started from the bottom my dream was feeling impossible
[01:38:00] But now I\'m at a level where I am feeling unstoppable
[01:40:00] The fruits of my labor and here and they taste phenomenal
[01:42:00] Breaking all of my records while breaking thru every obstacle
[01:44:00] Could a quit along time ago but that just isn\'t in me
[01:46:00] \'Cuz even when I am loosing I always feel like winning
[01:47:00] Whenever I hit the end I\'m excited for new beginnings
[01:49:00] Inspired by my potential my drives an ultimate feeling
[01:51:00] I\'m breaking thru every ceiling
[01:52:00] My music is the new healing
[01:54:00] I used to hate saying goodbye
[01:55:00] But now I am screaming good riddance
[01:56:00] To anybody or critic who doesn\'t
[01:57:00] Fit in my vision
[01:58:00] I always remain persistent
[01:58:00] Found purpose to my existence
[01:59:00] Don\'t value people\'s opinions
[02:00:00] I value the moments I\'m living
[02:02:00] Was mentally in a prison
[02:03:00] So breaking out was the mission
[02:04:00] God really granted permission
[02:04:00] And put me in this position
[02:05:00] He\'s guiding all my decisions
[02:06:00] I\'m feeling high in my spirits I\'m
[02:08:00] Preaching things that a pastors don\'t preach
[02:10:00] Teaching things that teacher don\'t teach
[02:12:00] They really thought I would fall and sink
[02:14:00] But I haven\'t even hit my peak
[02:16:00] And I won\'t stop climbing until I reach
[02:18:00] The summit look down and all I see
[02:20:00] Is those who doubted all underneath
[02:21:00] What a view oo that\'s the view I need I
[02:24:00] Can manifest every single thing I imagine
[02:26:00] I wouldn\'t know this life
[02:26:00] If didn\'t pursue my passion
[02:28:00] I\'m writing this on a flight
[02:29:00] While I\'m staring down at planet
[02:30:00] Realizing that I\'m alone but
[02:30:00] This solitude had to happen
[02:31:00] My friends were holding me back
[02:32:00] I cut \'em off and I vanished
[02:33:00] They didn\'t want to evolve
[02:34:00] They were to content being stagnant
[02:36:00] They were heading towards a dead
[02:36:00] End I had foresight they were lacking
[02:37:00] Now I am living their dreams
[02:38:00] Hey see me now and can\'t stand it I
[02:40:00] Guess they didn\'t believe
[02:41:00] Envy in the air when they see me achieve
[02:44:00] Rip your goals I\'m watching all of you grieve
[02:46:00] Money can\'t buy you the level that I\'ve reached
[02:48:00] But clown me diss me oh well
[02:50:00] My success reminds you you failed
[02:51:00] I can tell keep crying dog
[02:54:00] Can\'t look down when I\'m rising dog
[02:57:00] Yeah haha
[03:01:00] Yeah yeah
[03:02:00] Can\'t look down when I\'m rising dog
[03:04:00] Can\'t look down when I\'m rising dog
[03:08:00] My rise